Life, it’s a funny thing…it’s always changing, we’re always changing, good things happen, bad things happen, we love, we hurt, we fall down, we get back up again, we love again, we feel better; and the cycle starts over. We have children, we have grandchildren, sometimes we have great-grandchildren, and then we die; and everything in between. Maybe some don’t have children…they just live, then die…and everything in between.
How many times have you sat down and pondered life? What’s it all about? What’s our purpose on earth, and ultimately…what comes after?
When life gets me down, such like now with my son & daughter not doing so good, I begin to consider life and all it’s trials and tribulations. My son is a two war vet, with PTSD, on his own, on the street, out of touch with friends and family, no one can help – the VA didn’t help, it makes me wonder what this life is all about. Why all the PAIN and SUFFERING? Why? Of course a lot of the time I blame myself. I see my mistakes, and wish I could go back and change everything, but then I realize none of it would matter. God is in control, not me.
We are all victims of our own circumstances in life. And when we get down, only God and our own free will can get us back up. We must OVERCOME.
My daughter is on the right path now, and I’m thankful for that – but I know it won’t be an easy road for her. At least she’s taken the road to healing, and has her angels helping her out.
And, with all this LIFE going on, I have to maintain myself; try to stay healthy! I must be careful of what I put into my body. For me, my only option is eating ME-gan style. Meats, fish (any animal basically), dairy, eggs, and gluten are not my body’s friends. My body reacts very poorly when I consume these things. Yes, obviously I lose weight when I eat and live the ME-gan Lifestyle, but more importantly, I FEEL 100%. I need to be all that I can be in order to survive my day to day stresses: family, economy, job, relationships, etc.
If you notice I mention ‘family’ as a stress factor in my life. I’m sure we all know that family can just SUCK sometimes. My brother Joe, for example, is OBSESSED with this blog, he has basically non-stop for as long as I’ve had this blog (several years) continued to taunt me and ridicule and just leave these obnoxious messages. He’s a Mormon, and has something like 15 kids, I can’t even keep up. They live this self-righteous life, and then turn around and stalk me, harass me…day after day after day. Isn’t this a sickness? I just keep deleting the messages & of course I don’t POST them, maybe I should? Maybe I should give the world his address and phone number and then let everyone see his stupid comments he leaves for me.
It’s people like HIM who should be on the street, homeless, without his family, on drugs, and just waiting to die, not my son!
Get a LIFE Joe, get a life!
I’ll be waiting for your absurd message…who will it be from this time? Uncle Sam? Get help.